Trying to go back...

I was one of those little girls, who never wanted to grow up...what I saw as a child from an adult was only pain and heartache. Promises broken, and lives fall apart.

And right now at 23 I still don't want to grow up...

What I want is to be a little girl who is loved, instead of abused, a little girl who laughs, instead of cries in the dark because she is afraid, a little girl who knows she is a princess because her daddy is the King of Kings. A little girl who lives with a family that is kind, and has dinners together and plays together....

But that is just a dream, because that little girl is no where to be found...instead I am fighting moving forward in my healing because I just want to go back and change all the ugly memories I have. To make things right.

But I can't...and it hurts!!!!!!!

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