It always seem that when I reach the point of hopelessness and can't do anything anymore, and I finally cry out to God, that He always comes through. This time it was in the form of a job!!! Something I have needed for a while, but it wasn't until I stopped trying to do it myself and gave it to God that He came through!!!
It is such a blessing, and a refreshing sense of hope for me the last two days. I woke up this morning ready to rejoice in the glory of God and looking forward to the day...
And I think I finally realized that just because things are going great right now, doesnt mean that the struggles have gone away or that I won't have moments of tears and feeling lost...but I think for the first time in a long time I feel HOPEFUL!
HOPEFUL that God hasn't given up on me, that He hears my prayers and is faithful to answer when I surrender to Him, hopeful that I do have a future beyond the pain of my past!!!...
So today I am thankful for the many blessing, such a loving God has poured on me, and I am thankful for the pain I have to walk through, because without it I wouldn't see all the blessing in the midst of the pain!!!
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