Life's unexpected turns

I'm sick in bed, a matter of days before Christmas, I really honestly wouldn't mind staying here till Christmas is over... But life's and it's unexpected turns has other plans...

I am now part of a family where children are looking forward to my excitement and joy on Christmas. And after all, it's all about Christ and His gift to us.... I know I am a wreachted sinner in need of the unending grace and mercy given.

But the depression threatens to overwhelm...but I AM stronger then last Christmas and I will get through this somehow... And hopefully find some joy doing it....that's my prayer!!!